Thursday, May 28, 2009

part 4 Please Tell Me

i got up the next morning and Michael called me "LIAM!WAKEY WAKEY it's today!"
"urrrghhh OK OK I'm up.." and then i hung up and i got up and looked out the window what a beautiful day birds flying everywhere. i went to the bathroom and got ready and i was thinking out today holds for us.
the phone rang when i was brushing my teeth "LIAM HURRY UP DUDE!" Michael said as he hung up. "haha, Michael is too impatient," i said as i just finished up. i walked down the stairs and there he was sitting there eating breakfast with my mom "morning mom and hello Michael," i said. "LIAM, your mommy makes good waffles" and he smiled at me with his big smile. "Mrs.Vuong you have to teach me how to make these they are yummy." Michael said "haha why of course i will anytime just drop by," she said "well Michael whenever you are done lets head out "Liam, you aren't hungry?"she said to me "well mom we are going to the park so I'm saving my stomach for later" i replied.
Michael just finished up and we said good-bye to my mom and started to walk to Lia's house. "Liam, today is going to be a great day" he said as he pushed me "why do you say that?" i asked , "well you are going to be hanging out with Lia all day and i got my Theresa all for myself." he replied. i smiled at him and just nodded and we finally got to her house and she came out and she looked beautiful. in a yellow dress with white stripes and her hair blowing in the wind. "hi hi Lia," as i stuttered "LIA YOU LOOK PRETTY!" Michael screamed at her "haha hey you guys" she said as she smiled. "one more stop Theresa here we come!" Michael said as he ran off towards her house. "MICHAEL!" i screamed "uh? i really don't know where her house is" i looked at Lia. "its OK we should just meet them at the park," she said as he held my hands. and we started to walk towards the park. we walked and i looked at her and she her head was pointing up in the sky "Liam? today is a beautiful day." she said "uh oh yeah it is its very lovely." i replied and i kept looking at her. and as we kept on walking i walked into a pole. "ow.. that hurts" as i rubbed my head and looked up "hehe Liam, you are such a ditz," she said as she helped me up. i blushed and just got up real fast like nothing happens. "haha i meant to do that" as i rubbed my head. "if you say so Liam." she replied. i think i should keep my eyes on where I'm walking now so that wont happen again.
we finally got to the park and Michael and Theresa was walking towards us with a picnic basket and we walked towards them.
"what took you guys so long?" Michael asked "well Michael dear you kind of ran off without us.." i replied. "oh haha is that why you guys weren't behind me?" he asked "well Michael that seems to be the case." i said as i pushed him and laughed.
Michael is soo clueless sometimes.
we got everything set up and we sat down. "what do you guys want to do first?" Michael asked us. "i dont know" we all said together.
Lia and i looked at each other and we both said at the same time "hey lets go on the swing," Michael looked at us and said "wow you guys are weird, can you do that again?" Lia and i looked at each other and both said "do what?" and Michael laughed and said "now that's weird." he got up and grabbed Theresa and ran towards the pond.
Lia and i got up and just heading towards the swing. and she was holding my hands along the way. she sat on the swing and i got behind her and i pushed her. and she was holding on and smiling at me. and i sat beside her and started to push myself. "Liam, do you ever wonder how we all meet?" she asked "uh I'm not sure but sometimes i think its destiny." i replied. she smiled at me and she slowly grabbed my hands and i grasp onto her and i felt everything was right. as i was swinging Michael and Theresa ran beside us and started to throw water balloons at us. Lia, stood up and was soaked i fell onto the ground "ow my butt.." i said and i got up and started to chase them and while we were running they kept throwing water balloons at me "THERESA DON'T LET ME GET US!" Michael screamed as he ran behind a tree. i started to chase Theresa and out of no where Michael came with a water gun and started to shoot me. as i was covering myself Theresa came too with a water gun and they both started to shoot me. i was soaked to the bones. "that's not fair it is two versus one" i said. they stopped shooting and i looked up and saw Lia walking towards me and she squatted and she pulled out a water pistol and squirted me in the face. "hehe sorry Liam" she said as she smiled at me. i wiped my face and i tackled her onto the ground and we both layed there and started to laugh. "so uh does that mean Theresa and i won?" Michael asked questionably. i looked up and i smiled and said "haha yeah you win," "yes! we did it Theresa!" he was screaming at Theresa; and she started to blush.
as Lia and i got up they both jumped on us and Michael said "oh no where you think you guys are going, DOG PILE!" Lia and i got out of the pile and started to laugh at Michael "haha Michael you got to be faster to get the both of us" Lia looked at me and smiled.
after all the horse play we all heading back to our picnic and all sat down and ate the sandwiches Michael had prepared for us. "mmm Michael did is good," Theresa said. "why thank you very much, my mommy made it." he replied. the three of us looked at each other and started to laugh and Michael started to blush "what's so funny?" "sorry Michael it was the way you said mommy haha" i replied and he started to laugh too "haha yeah i know but i love my mommy. " he said.
as we finished up our food.
we sat in a circle and started to talk Theresa had to go home. so Michael walked her home. and Lia and i started to clean up the mess we made. as we were cleaning up i notice her looking at me every once in a while. so i just started at her until she finally locked eyes with me. she looked away real fast. so i got next to her and i pulled her cheeks towards me and we both stared into each other eyes. and she fell closer to me and i started to pull towards her; her eyes closed and mines started to fade as well; i puckered my lips and i was about to kiss her lips. and suddenly my lips touched something flat. i peeked with one eye and all i saw was white so i opened both my eyes and it was a plate; and Michael was holding it "tsk tsk keep it rated G now" as he started to giggle. i blushed and Lia started to blush as well. so Lia and i pushed him and he fell off the table. "haha now where is the love?" he said as he was getting up. Lia smiled and said "its tough love" i started to smiled and i nodded. after cleaning everything up it got dark. so Michael headed home. and i walked Lia home. "Lia? i was wondering if you liked me." i asked "well if i didn't would i of held her hands?" she replied and i looked at her and smiled " of course not" and we both took each others' hands and locked them together.
under the moonlight her face started to glow beautifully. and i felt lucky to be here in this space with her. as we arrived at her house she hugged me and gave me a little peck on my cheeks. i blushed and smirked at her and i watched her walk into her house.
and i started to walk home. i got a phone call from Michael "hello?" i answered "hey Liam, hehe Lia and Liam sitting in the tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love second comes... uh how does the song go?" i started to laugh and said "good night Michael" and i hung up and i smiled all the way home that night.
as i got ready for bed i looked at my phone and i wanted to call her. but i didn't want to be a burden so i didn't. and i layed in bed. and i was thinking of her and how wonderful she was and how lucky of a guy i am to have her.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

part 3 Please Tell Me

i woke up the next day and i had a dream about Lia which is weird because i just met her. but the dream was so vivid and it felt really real. but i didn't care to go into it much so i just got ready for school. and oh yeah I'm walking Lia to school today; i smiled as i started to rush so i can meet up with her in time.
"bye mom I'll see you later," i said as i walked out of the house. as i was speed walking down the street i saw her in front of her house waiting for me. i smiled and started to walk a little bit faster. "morning Lia," i said to her "hi Liam," she said.
"so what took you so long Liam?" she said, "what do you mean?" i replied, "its almost time for school." i looked at my watched and it was fifteen minutes until class; so i looked at her and scratched my head and started to blush "I'm sorry i guess i lost track of time this morning." i said, "it's OK we should start going now" she replied, and we started to walk off. and this time she walked really close to me. and i just looked over like i wasn't trying to look and i smirked and looked away. and this breeze flew right by us and i covered my eyes and when i opened it to her, her hair was flowing in the wind; she looked beautiful. and she turned to me and smiled. i blushed again but this time i couldn't turn away because she already saw me.she held my arms and started to walk a little faster "i hope you don't mind me holding you," she said "i am OK with it" deep inside i felt like the happiest guy in the world.
"LIAM! WHAT TOOK SO LONG?" Michael screamed running towards us. "morning Michael, you are very perky today" i said. "hi Lia! you walk with Liam to school?" he said.
"oh Liam, lives down the street from me so it was convenient to walk together" she replied. "psst Liam you lucky dog," Michael said as he was nudging me. and i just started to blush.
we all went to class and we had new sitting arrangement. "class its time to switch seats, so I'll let you pick and i hope you wont regret picking it, if you get caught not paying attention you'll be holding books with your head." Mr.Bryan said to us.
so of course Michael grabbed four seats for him,Lia and i. "Michael what's with the forth seat?" i asked. "you will see," as he smiled at me. "excuse me? is it OK if i sat with you guys?" Theresa asked. Theresa is a shy girl that likes Michael and we all think Michael likes her too but he wont admit to it. "YES! you can sit next to me," Michael screamed at her. "MICHAEL QUIET DOWN!" Mr.Bryan screamed. Lia and i just laughed at him.
so it was settle i saw with Lia and Michael sat with Theresa. "i like this table the best table eva!" Michael said. Theresa and Lia just smiled at us.
class started and i stared out the window as the lecture was going on. and i turned over and looked at Lia and she was looking at me, our eyes caught and she looked away. i just kept looking waiting for her to turn back. and while i was waiting for her to turn back. Michael threw a eraser at my head. "ow.. Michael why did you throw that?" i said, "stop looking at my future wife" he exclaimed. "i wasn't looking at your future wife i was looking at Lia." i said "well stop it" he said and threw the eraser again. this time it missed and fell onto the floor. as i was reaching for it Lia reached down too and she grabbed my hands and she looked up at me. she got up and turned away. i smiled and just pretended nothing happen.
"lunch time! time to munch!!!!!" Michael screamed as he ran to the lunch line. and Theresa followed him. Lia and i sat on the bench and started to talk. "Liam? is it weird we get along so well?" she asked me "actually no, because you are the first girl i got along with so well." i replied. she smiled and ate her lunch and i ate mines. "LIAM!" Michael screamed as he ran towards me and Theresa was chasing him "MICHAEL YOU PERVERT!!!" she screamed too. and as he was running he threw me a mirror and he ran into the boys restroom. "MICHAEL YOU CANT HIDE IN THERE FOREVER!"
she was screaming as she was panting. Lia looked at me clueless and i smiled and said "uh, Michael is not your typical guy.." "he is a little pervert" Lia looked at me and smiled "its fine, as long as he doesn't try anything on me." and she sat a little closer.
my phone rang and it was Michael "Liam can you come into the bathroom please?" she asked. "OK hold on" i said. "hey Lia I'll be right back." and i walked to the bathroom. Theresa was glaring at me and i kinda got creeped out so i ran into the bathroom. "Liam you have to help me." Michael said, "what happen? and what is with this mirror?" i asked. "well in the lunch line there was a guy behind her with that mirror and he tapped it to his shoe and he was looking up her skirt," as he was telling me "ah i see and what happen when you saw?" i asked. "well i got mad so i reached down and grabbed the mirror and while i was doing it Theresa looked down and she thought i was looking up her skirt." he said. "why dint you just tell her it was a misunderstanding?" i asked, "well i cant when she is chasing me" he replied.
"well lets go out and tell her what happen" i told him. and we both walked out the bathroom and Theresa was sitting with Lia and they were talking.
and Theresa looked back at us and she didn't look hostile anymore.
"Theresa? I'm very sorry for what happened but it wasn't what you think." Michael said.
she frowned so Michael asked her to walk with him so he can explain.
"i hope everything will be OK." i said "i hope so too, she is nice" Lia said.
after lunch we back into class. and everything seemed fine now.
during the lecture i tuned everything out and i started to day dream.
"Liam" this faint whisper i heard "Liammmm" then i heard it again. and [BAM]
i woke up and i looked up it was Mr.Bryan with a book he hit my head with. "did you have a nice sleep?" he said to me, i kind of looked down and he said "as i was saying" and he went up with his lecture.
i looked over at Lia and she was giggling at me.
school was finally over and we all sat in the front waiting for Michael to get picked up. "Liam thank you for the save today." Michael said to me "no problem anytime." i replied. "well bye you guys I'll see you next week." Theresa said and walked off. Michael grabbed her hands and turned around "Theresa, i was wondering if you wanted to go to the park with us?" he asked. i looked at him because what is this we. "yes i would" she said very shyly. and she walked off. "well Liam, I'll pick you up tomorrow." Michael said as he winked to me and he walked towards his car. "aha that's Michael for you." i said faintly. "oh? what do you mean by that?" Lia asked. "well there wasn't a plan tomorrow but Michael just made one without asking so like him ha ha" i replied. she smiled at me "Lia? do you have anything to do tomorrow?" i asked her "actually, no i don't" she replied "would you like to come with us to the park? we can have a picnic the four of us," i said "why yes i would love to come" she started to blush. and she held my arms again as we walked off the school ground. and i felt ease when shes around me its weird. and today is my second day with her. it felt like I've known her forever..
"bye Lia, I'll come and get you tomorrow" i said as i walked her to her gate. "OK this time don't be late." she said and walked in.
i finally got home and i was tired.. so i went to shower and ate my dinner with my mom. after dinner i said in my room and Michael called me and i picked up "Liam, I'm picking you up tomorrow and Lia as well." he said "wait how did you know Lia is coming?" i asked Shockley "dude I'm Michael come on ha ha i know everything," he replied
"and Liam i got my mom to make picnic stuff for us, all you have to bring is a blanket for us to sit on." he said "OK I'll talk to you later." and we hung up, Michael always finds a way to amaze me but at least i know he will never bore us.
it was getting late so i lie in bed and i felt tomorrow will be a day i will remember for the rest of my life.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

part 2 Please Tell Me

today i walked to school and i was wondering if i would ever meet her again.
after i didn't get her name; my friend Michael jumped on my back and pushed me
"hurry you walk slow lets get to class before we are late" i grinned and started running with him. in class we were waiting for our teacher to come (he is always late). i stared out the window and just watch birds sitting on the tree.
"good morning class!" Mr. Bryan said to us. " GOOD MORNING MR. BRYAN!!!" Michael screamed out loud, ha ha Michael for some reason always challenge Mr. Bryan but no one knows why.
"i have special announcement for you guys," he said to us. i just listened to what he said and i kept staring out the window. "we have a new student today!" Michael screamed out loud "WHERE!" the classed laughed and started to tell him to shut up.
Michael smiled at us like he didn't do anything wrong.
"like i was saying class she is on her way she is kind of late" Mr. Bryan said to us
so after all that we just started class.
i stared out the window and i saw her. she was running towards my school. and i just wonder what was her hurry.
a minute later i heard the fire alarm goes off.
we all ran onto the court yard. " YES! we are missing class thank you fire alarm."
Michael said out loud to us. we all stared at the school and waited to go back in. and then i saw her coming out of the school; she was blushing and she was walking with the principal. "Students, teachers it was an false alarm; this young lady accidentally tripped and grabbed onto the fire alarm." the principal said to us, " psst Liam i think shes hot!" i looked at him with amazement and smiled "Michael you think everyone is hot," "hahaha that's very true," Michael replied.
after we all went back to class. and Michael was dragging me for some reason so i just went along with it.
he pushed me in my chair and i looked at him and said "Michael you know i don't swing that way" and then i gave him the death stare. "hahaha Liam you flatter me; but that's not that point that girl she is new!," he glared at me "of course she is we never met her; well at least you didn't" i replied. "LIAM YOU ASS! you are telling me spoke to her?" he questioned me. "well i ran into her at the store the other day, i didn't know it meant anything." i said, "Liam! you don't hide these things from me..." Michael starts to cry. "Michael you are such a drama queen." i glared at him. "but that's why you love me." Michael tried to kiss me after.. he is soo hands on.
"class please settle down, lets get back to business." Mr.Bryan said, "now who took my agenda?" Mr.Bryan asked.
"psst Liam, look what i got," Michael said. "Michael you are an idiot.. give it back to him now." i said. "NEVER!" Michael screamed out loud, "ah there it is why thank you Michael." Mr.Bryan said, Michael looked at me with the defeat in his eyes and i just laughed at him.
"excuse me?" she said, "yes? and who are you?" Mr. Bryan asked, "i am your new student." she said; i stared at her and was surprise there she was in my classroom as a new student. why i must be a lucky guy to meet her again.
"ah i see, well its about to be lunch time so you can introduce yourself to the class after lunch." Mr. Bryan said to her, "OK" she said in a whispering voice.
as we all walked out for lunch i saw her sitting by herself so i walked up to her; she looked up at me and smile and said "hey it's you again." i smiled at her and started to ask "the last time we met i didn't get your name; is it alright if i can get it now?" oh my gosh.. i sound like a stalker.. "my name is Lia, and what is yours?" she smiled at me. "my name is Liam," and i sat down next to her. and it happened again the feeling of ease with her. she is the only person i ever felt this way with.
"HEY LIAM!" Michael screamed as he ran towards me, he ran pretty fast never seen him run as fast as this before. and he slipped over my bag and fell onto his face. and i didn't want to laugh so i just grinned "Michael you are such a klutz," i said to him. "Liam, is he OK?" Lia asked, "yeah he is fine he always falls its Michael for you."
Michael got up and looked at us and grinned "so Liam, who is your new friend?" he asked. "hi, my name is Lia, nice to meet you." she replied.
it was time to go back to class so the three of us walked in together and i held up Michael because his legs were hurting, figures. and in class she introduced herself and i just felt happy i had the chance to meet her again.
"YIPPEE! class is finally over" Michael screamed out loud, i smiled at him for being his goofy self and we walked out onto the court yard and mike got picked up by his mom "bye Liam and it was nice to meet you Lia!" he said as he ran off.
we waved goodbye and we sat on a bench after. "so Lia,how was your first day?" i asked her "it was fine and it got better when i saw you" she replied. i looked at her with a weird face because i wasn't expecting that answer.
"Liam, can i ask you something?" she asked "yes you can." i said. "is it alright if we walk home?" she asked me, i smiled "of course we can, shall we go?" we both got up and started walking out of the school.
most of the walk i couldn't say anything to her but i kept looking at her. but all she was doing was staring at the trees we passed by. i smiled because i felt lucky i was able to walk her home. "Liam?" she said "yes Lia?" "thank you for walking with me" she smiled "its no biggy" i laughed and kept walking. i looked at her one more time but this time we caught eyes and just looked away and i heard her giggling.
"we are here" she said "wow" i replied "you live really close to me" i said. "really? where do you live?" she asked "i live a few houses down." i replied. "that's great, you can walk to school and home everyday then" she smiled, i looked at her and just nodded "bye bye Liam and thank you again," she walked away from me "bye bye Lia" i said as i walked off too.
i walked home and i smiled because the girl i like lives pretty close to me.

part 1 Please Tell Me

i was a loner at school and all my friends were never close enough
i drifted from place to place
and one day i was sitting on my porch
and i got bored so i walked to the store
and the whole time i tried walking without looking up
and i finally got to the front of the store and i hit something with my head
"ouch that hurts" she said, i looked up and i saw her
her eyes stared at mines
and i asked her " are you ok?"
and she smiled and said to me " you should be more careful"
i looked away and said " im sorry"
she got up and walked into the store
i turned back and followed her in
and all of a sudden i forgot what i wanted to do. and i just wanted to see more of her
she turned back a few times and smiled at me
we both stopped in the cereal aile and she turned around and asked me " what is your favorite cereal?"
i looked around and said
" uh, i think my favorite cereal is lucky charms."
she looked at my with amazingment and said " that is mines too"
we both reached for the box and i accidently touched her hands
i turned away and blushed
she giggled and grab the box and walked away
i have never met her before but she made me smile without even trying

i dont want to love anymore

no, i dont want to be in love anymore..
i hate where im at but what else can i do?
when my heart, my soul just moved on without me..
no, i dont want to be in love anymore
i lost my time with an angel from above
no, no i dont want it anymore..

no, i dont want to forget you this time
when you have already owned my mind
when you are apart of me
no, i dont want to lose you
yet i dont want to love anymore
no, no i dont want to love anymore

you should know by now.. that i can not live without you
you are the apple in my tree we belong like the tides and sea
no, i dont want to hurt anymore..
how does it feel to forget to let your heart beat..
no oh no, i dont want to love you anymore..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

for catherine :]

I got to say I need to find a girl like you
Who has happy and has spunk like you
Who can chase cars and climb trees because we got nothing to do
And we lay in the grass staring at the empty sky because we think its cool
We play tag in the dark because people hate it when we do
School is our playground you’re my queen and im the fool
How cool.

Life is too short for love

i walked a thousand miles just to see you smile..
ive seen many things i can not talk about
but no matter what pain ive endure its never enough
to show you i love you
it broke my heart when we both walked away
from what we both knew was right

if i can kiss your face once more
and if i can hold you close in my arms..
i know that you will feel it too this love we both share
what we both know is there..
im tired of walking alone in this empty world..
ive search many life time and i finally found you girl

it sucks sometimes you dont notice me like you use too
it sucks when you're in his arms.. thinking of me..
i hold my heart up to you and you just shot it down.
i cry these tears that you can not see..
i sit on our favorite spot and just watch time forget us..

i am on my own from where i am standing
and im walking these thousand miles one more
to search to find something beautiful
some times i feel life is too short for love..
but its to long to live without it.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

lucky me

have you wonder why the sky is so blue?
and why we always collide the way that we do?
it always seems we belong together because we are so true
you make me stronger, better because you are my boo.
i feel so lost and im not by you
and im glad i have someone to say i love you.

[chorus]
you were always there for me.
you have always been my all
you are always on my mind.
you are my shooting star

ive chased many clouds just to have a dream about a girl
who would come and save me from this cruel world
came along an angel from above here to save my day
the taste of your lips took my breathe away
real love, true love i know you are here to stay
what we have is real and i feel it will never fade

[chorus]
you were always there for me.
you have always been my all
you are always on my mind.
you are my shooting star

i'll never break your heart because you are forever mines
god gave you to me for a reason so i wont let our love be blind
when i hear you say "i love you" i know its the best sign
that you and i belong together just like the earth and sky
when you are in my arms for me to hold i begin to cry
because out of everyone in the world i am your guy

[chorus]
you were always there for me.
you have always been my all
you are always on my mind.
you are my shooting star
[chorus]
you were always there for me.
you have always been my all
you are always on my mind.
you are my shooting star

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

disease

the disease that ate my heart whole..
and now its after my soul..
i lost myself im out of control
im not me yet no one knows..

when will it all end.. so i can stop to pretend.
let my wounds heal and mend
so i can be me again.
everyone thinks im losing it but they comprehend..

all the feelings thats eating my inside..
my tears falls yet i dont cry
i lost everything especially what is mine.
you thought i was wrong but i knew we were right

everytime you arent holding my hands i only picture you holding them.
and when im alone in the car i always see you next to me.
and all day everyday.. you're the only one that goes through my head
and when i close my eyes its you that i only see.

oh why cant we be together? why can we be forever?
you know, i know we both belong together..
because when im not with you i feel like im in danger
and when you are next to me i feel its forever

im tired of dreaming the same dream that you dream too
lets be one so i can always love you
its been awhile and i know we are both true
at the end of it all i only want me and you.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Please Tell Me rough summary.

boy who always felt alone in the world
even with his own friends.

one day he walked to the store and bumped into this girl
they fell in love when their eyes caught

they spent each day with each other
and at night he would sneak out to see her

they walked to school together and he would walk her home.
he felt like everything is in place.

one day he was sitting with her in the park where they first kissed
and he asked her a question

that day on they never spoke again yet he was still in love with her.
and he knows she loves him as well..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

stand-still

i ran from the world, i walked away from this girl..
i left with no sound, and now my heart is on the ground.
i picked up all that was left, i still love you i must confess
i feel as though im at a stand-still, because you arent by my side to heal
all the pain all the hurt i go through, everything and anything i only want you
the tears that falls from this face, only shows ive been in many place.

there are good times, sad times, and tough times.. but i always wanted you with me..
i may not show it and i might of been blind, but i think of it constantly
if i lost my memories i will never ever forget you
and if i have to give up my life, i'll do it only if i can be beside you
i dream searching for my dreams but my dreams is only in you
i want to move forward in life but it isnt as important as being in love with you

Sunday, May 3, 2009

always be around

its a happy day its just a beatiful day ay
everytimmmmme each time you are coming my way ay
the sun can noooooooooooot shine as bright as you ou
and your smile is all you have to doooo

you can sit beside meeeeeeeee when the world falls down... i'll always be here i'll always be around.
you can hold my hands anytime..
and baby i promise you; you'll always be mine

its a lovely day such a wonderful day ay
each time i wake up to your beautiful face
the moon can nooooooot glow as much as you..
and your eyes sings a million songs to me.

and you can sit beside meeeeeee when the world falls down. i'll always be here i'll always be around.
you can hold my hands anytime!
and baby i promise you; you'll always be mine.
and you can sit beside meeeeeee when the world falls down. i'll always be here i'll always be around.
you can hold my hands anytime!
and baby i promise you; you'll always be mine.

forever and ever i'll be the only one thats holding you.
and in your eyes your eyes.. i know this is true..
i know now the world moves faster
but through all the hurt and disaster..
i know that i'll always be with you.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

stolen

im standing in the rain again..
and my ankle is drowning in it.
and my tears begins to fade into the rain.
and i know now things will never be the same.

even though you locked the door..
you locked me out of my own heart.
i never thought you'd be a whore...
to steal everything you have got.

i will never get use to this..
i will never get to have you again..
i know now love is extinct..
all that replaced it was pain.

each night i roll around in bed..
each time i think of the words you last said
" i love you forever i promise"
i never thought forever wasnt that long..

you had to leave.. and its all i can see..
and you said our love was blind..
but sometimes your impossible..
because you didnt believe in you and me.

im tired of playing this game, i want out
i want out, but i dont know how
and im still here when you arent around..
and i lost my voice, and i hear no sound.

you took away my life and all that i know..
im here restless with no where to go..
and im ready to run..
im drifting where the wind blows..

Friday, May 1, 2009

im no superman

after everything ive been though..
after all the things ive seen..
ive fallen to pieces..
and ive been where ive been..

i had many broken hearts
i had many new starts..
ive been in many relationships..
yet i havent perfected the art..

i cried almost all my life..
watching people come and go.
and after all that ive seen..
ive learned to keep away from what i know.

the season changes
the days get older..
time doesnt stop for anyone.
i should of seen it sooner.

after picking myself up everytime i fall..
cleaning my wounds yet remain scars..
i know now, i can not do it all.
im no superman.