hidden words.

we met in college, and finished together.. and you were always ahead of me. we drive in these cars all alone.. and now we have our jobs, yours and mines.. i watched you get married to another guy, as i got married to another bride.. we moved along. new kids and a new home.. you are happy and so am i? we move along vacations left and right..
and i get divorced and im alright? nice guy gets fcuked over.. but he is too nice to even care? you are my only friend the only one that was there. you helped me get back on my feet :] and we moved along. you are a ceo and and i lost my job.. what else can go wrong? you helped me once more wanting nothing in return.. im eighty now laying in a hospital bed.. only person next to me was you. i hand you a letter that was really torn up and told you to read it at 11:11. 11:11 comes up and she open it and it reads " heh.. i dont know how to put this.. but i fell in love with you the first day i met you. from the first time i saw you smile at me i knew you were the one. and i wanted to show you i liked you. but you grew fond of other guys. so i kept this to myself. and became the bestfriend you never had. im happy im still in your life. and i know life will bring you great things.. and i know i will never be as proud as you. but i am proud enough to call you my friend. i still love you after all this time.. and i wished you would of known how i felt.. but i couldn't bring down your life to where i was. so instead of being with you, i was by you as your bestfriend. and i cant stop loving you no matter how much i tried.. i try to fall in love with another but couldnt.. i tried to work and be on my own, but my feelings got to me. lost my job, lost my friends.. but i didnt lose you. i was at the lowest of my low and you helped me until i got back on my feet. and at night i cry because its soo hard to keep this feeling inside. so i got a tattoo of your name on my chest. no one knows. and i promised myself that i would tell you i loved you before die. but i never found the courage too.. so each day i wait for the perfect time to tell you.. and im still waiting..." as she looks up at him.. he smiles as he slowly fades into his sleep... no words no sound. and she starts to tear and says " my dear.. i always loved you but i didnt know you loved me.." as she holds his hands she found a note that read " this is my only chance to say this but, i love you" she breaks down and grasp him tightly screaming " COME BACK TO ME!!"