fantasy

searching for the longest most wanted thing in the world.

love

and when i finally thought i held it in these hands of mines..

it was just dirt that i picked up

it hurted when i thought i found love in you..

and after what we shared i was the one that was destine to lose..

and i wonder why i still cant let it go

why cant i let you go..

was it really love that found and let slip away?

was it really what i was searching for in everyway?

i was alive for the first time when i looked into your eyes

i never felt like that for a long time.. so long.

and now its been a year we shared... and is it really gone?

i know i was stupid but i know i wasnt wrong.

i knew you were too good for a kid like me.

and im glad i had you in the first place 

and brought me back into reality, when i was just living in fantasy..