Because sometimes, forgetting is easier on the heart

sometimes its hurts more to hold onto stuff that tears us apart..
dreaming, wishing, hoping, and wondering where you are.
i stare at the skies waiting to catch a star
so i can make a wish to have you beside me once more..
is that really too much to ask for?
i dont believe it is..
even though we are still kids..
i hated the day we had to say goodbye..
i didnt know goodbye meant you would leave forever.. -sigh-
i really thought we could be friends the best of friends
guess not. goodbye for you was the very end..
i didnt know breaking heart was a trend.
but you sure rocked it well
but i was wondering if i can have my heart so my chest can stop the swell
i live each day wondering what if what could of been
if i stayed because you sure seem to feel the need to have someone 100%
i guess i didnt love you the way you loved the feeling of feeling wanted..
but you made me who i am.
and im not sure if i should blame, you or me
damn...
im here again on this road to no where.
stop and stare and im surely going no where...
life is tough but i always thought it could be fair.
guess not.