for now

walking away from it all.. leaving you guys behind..
i might say i am not sad.. but inside i am crying..
i love you guys with whatever i have left of this heart
and i know when i move.. you guys might fall apart..
but you guys are stronger than you guys really know..
and im dying inside.. i just dont know what to do..
i feel so empty here even with you guys around.
you guys are my only family yet you guys cant hear this sound
that my heart makes when you guys are tearing each other apart.. so dark we just keep on running..
we have fallen yet we arent learning..
that sometimes this friendship needs the concerning

i dont wanna lie.. but this is a game we playing and sometimes we got to lose..
it hurts inside but what else can we do?
i know we will be forever.. but i want an eternity
i want to die with you guys beside me..
not with this space between us..
i might be gone for now.. but i'll always come back..
but it's up to you to know what to do with that