paper inked

have you ever woken up and feel as though your world is upside down?
walk the streets so crowded but the voices around you has no sound?
have you ever looked inside yourself to find the love you once had?
melted inside you cant to peel it off and you cant forgot the past?
i know your heart has seen better times. and i know im starting to run out of rhymes.. and i know i cant use words again to make you mine. but im not ready to let go of you and me. youre the words to my melodies.. and why cant you see.. im nothing without my baby..
we had it all, how could we fall..

have you ever heard a sad song that just makes you want to reminisce?
want to replace all the feelings you have now and fiending for that kiss?
have you ever went through a day without them inside your mind eating it away?
cant stop the thinking they left you all the pains inside you just cant find that new day?
i know sometimes you just want to rip your heart out and drop it at the bottom of the ocean
taking all these pills just to feel sane and you knew she was your last devotion..

i wonder why i didnt see through your game..
i couldnt get mad at you no matter how hard i tried..
but i know now you are tattooed to my brain
and i miss you so much it brings tears to these eyes..
sometimes i think im going insane..
sometimes i wonder why im still living this life
i wonder how and who is going to help me make a change..
because im losing myself to the emotions i said i didnt feel inside..