ocean

you use to be my ocean
now you just a puddle
you use to be my notion
but it's time to pop this bubble
you see the world with colors i can not manage.
but you in his arms, i think one day i'll understand it
sometimes manytimes it's getting harder and harder to breathe
but i'll take care of myself, one day someday i'll find me
i thought i found my heart my soul in you
you were the reason why i breathe
but now you got a man
and you mean the whole world to him
nothing i can do to make a change
and my world has stopped..
you cant need me
you cant see me,like you use too
but i cant trip,like i use too
because it dont matter
because it's just you two
walking away from what means the most
hurts so much yet you dont know
you
you... were the reason why i breathe
but now i have to find the oxygen
because im dying inside
maybe im weak
yeah. i am and maybe i was to blame
for not being strong to call you mine
im sorry i was stupid and those foolish signs
i miss you
i really do
but all i hear now
is the songs with you two
when i close my eyes
that's when you are near
one day i'll find my way back to your heart
but for now i'll be here in the dark
no spark, it's so cold
nobody in sight nobody to hold
i use to love you like it was a prize..
now it's only a chore
maybe it wasnt worth it
i dont know anymore