first year of high school and i came with a broken heart.. and it hurts seeing my lily with someone like him. but you were happy so i was happy for you. and i kept my love to myself and never spoke of it again. and i was being my stupid self and somehow i caught an eye of another. we passed notes and i wrote her poems. she became my 4th lover. i felt happy yet i wasnt.. i popped pills and the was foolish.. i took money from my uncle so i can get Jessika gifts.. and for my action i was i was being sent to my mom.
but before i went i slept over my 4th's house and we talked and watched movie. and as we went to bed i slept outside of her room and she slept in her room with my cousin. she came out and said talked to me about how she is going to miss me; she teared.. but i couldnt shed a single one. i loved her i really did. but i didnt lover her like i loved lily.
a few weeks later lily invited me to her sister's 21st birthday. and we were setting it up. and as we were we were having fun. lily looked at me with those special eyes of hers. and i saw that spark still in there. as we danced the night away her aunt took me home. and in the car ride. she held my hands. i shed a little tear.. because she wasnt my girl she was his. that was the last night i saw her.
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