today i am officially alone.

when poetry isnt enough... and when they called all your bluffs..
and they found the diamonds in the rough so tough.
i find myself here finally, for sure. alone.
im staying in the darkness i was born in.
and forever isnt enough without the beginning.
and as im falling apart, falling to pieces my heart shatters
in a million pieces. i miss this

i drank the poison that was giving to me..
and now its all gone and im left here to bleed
door slams and broken mirrors... and now i cant possibly see it any clearer
my time is up and im facing the grim reaper..
you guys have won and im the loser.
always been should of seen it from the start..
could of sparred all these broken hearts

being invisble should of been my game..
stayed away from all these hurts and pains
and now im lying here lifeless with none to gain.
all the words that cut a hole in me.. ashamed.
and everyone is gone and i still remain.
in this life i was born in.
no one can, nothing can save me from what i became..
staring at the skies with my heart in hand
goodbye isnt easy but its all that remains.

see me dead in the bed that floats in the ground
alone just like the way we came here. no sound
im tired of speaking... when theres no one to hear me out.
the louder i cry the louder i shout
its all the same...